Monday, April 7, 2008

Still Looking

Still Looking for work...First day of non-employment...dull, now its late in the evening (or early in the morning),and I am totally bummed...Iknow its not me, it's the circumstances, but that really doesn't help...because when you are awoaca, these circumstances seem to come more and more often...They don't need a receptionist any more, they don't need a generalist admin assistant, they already have as much purchasing as they will ever need.....

I know I shouldn't get down on myself, and I shouldn't let my job (or lack thereof) define me, but Jesus, even the President of the United States has a title.Hello, Mr. President-its even in his form of address, for heaven's sake!

Queen Elizabeth, there's another one...Lest just say that all Royalty around the world are defined by their titles, and even by their position in the family.

I am not working, I am not a homemaker, I am not line, or staff, or fish or fowl, or up or down, I am just nothing.

I am unemployed, uninvited, unhired, unrequired, unneeded, unimportant in the scheme of things. I could go on, but there are probably more UNs than ams.

Yes, I sent out resumes, Yes, I went to Service Canada, Yes I did some stuff around the house, but, no, I am not a happy camper right now...

Well, should go, get some sleep:)

I should be wide awake for tomorrow's job search

Good night!

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